IAMPABOLOUS

there are a lot of things that I wanted to say to you but I really don’t know where to start. It might be weird if I started how much I admire you from afar, since I  might sound like an obsessed stalker who has a stash of everything connected to you. Don’t worry, I don’t do that.Anyway, my mind is full of thoughts. There are a lot of things that I want to tell you, but I never really summoned enough courage to actually do so. With that, I am now clueless on how I will tell you how much I like you and how I can no longer contain all of these feelings inside of me. Like a bubble, I want to burst. It is you, both underneath and out, that I admire. Someone who made me realize that no matter how screwed up my past relationships have been, true love still exist. You made me take another risk.

You won’t be able to read this, because i know you don’t have tumblr account mehe :) No one knows about this except my bestfriend , yet. I plan to tell you, though. Soon.

As of the moment, my heart is beating fast -___________- <3

(Source: mynameisgege)

I admit, I am somehow afraid to love again. After all of the things that I have been through with my past relationships and experiencing all of the pain and suffering during the cycle. I don’t really like the idea of it, at all.

There is something inside of me, though, that makes me want to take another risk and experience it all over again; because no matter how many times I cried, it is definitely less than the happy moments and the laughs I shared with my special someone.

I want to experience that again, somehow.

~Relationship status: Moving On .